Saturday, February 25, 2006

I wouldnt want misery to be my companion,so leave depression, I shall.

Life is hard,cause i've got no life! Working like a stupid cow, not trying to say that cow is stupid, its me who is dumb. Okay, got complained by those taitai customers saying that our service is bad and she goes on and on and dadada~ at taka. And with that irritating like a housefly kinda manager, who doesnt get complained? Really wanna leave the job, and when I told her (she's not that housefly) that my last day will be on the 12, she turned her head and asked me, 'March when can work?' Well,what else can i say? I cant leave like nobody's business, so i just have to hold on. Been working for a week with a day's break, and still continuing with that kind of life. Sales is bad, with Lancome's mega sale (purchase of $130 get 9pieces gift worth of $250) who doesn't go there? And with the promotion over at taka, how do you expect good sales, and good sales means hitting target every single day, which is over 2000 EVERYDAY,for your info. obviously i cant hit that target lah,i'm just a pathetic part-timer who works like a full-timer and gets scolded, complained by customers and those great marketing manager. someone told me she (the great marketing manager) has the cheebye face. I'm sorry to use that word, but sometimes i feel that its true. HA. What a great description of her attitude .

Anyway, i'm leaving for work soon. hopefully the next time i blog, i'll bring good news abt me leaving my job. YEAH!
*pray for meeee...

I've been working so hard that i feel that i'm a cow. I dont know why i feel this way, though it sounds stupid, i really just feel this way. Mans, i feel so tired now. Anyway, i just found out that keng guan is also at working at tangs, god! i feel so excited about seeing him there, so i have another lunching partner. Yeah!
Call me Cow Woo.


And i've finished reading The Little Prisoner and the character in the book totally disgust me to an extreme. Actually this book is about sex abuse and family violence and it dragged over 14years. 14 years, gosh, a lousy day seems like a year, so imagine she has to spend every single day till she was 18 in misery where no one is allowed to enter in to her world despite how much she hoped someone will understand and help her. Anyway, i feel so disgusted (because it includes the details) that i can hardly sleep well. In other words, i had nightmare after reading the book.
Till now, do i really realise that i actually am very fortunate.
So people, cherish what you have.

Received my results just yesterday and it all seem like a dream. From studying to prelims, and to the actual papers, everything just passed so quickly and now, have received my results. I fared fairly well, above my own expectations lah, just that i'm not happy abt my English.But i've learnt to be contented,seeing my friends not doing well, i should be contented. I'm alrdy missing the teachers who have taught me and gave me help. Just cant let go of these memories, good or bad. Friends, Teachers, Memories. All of them are really important to me,and i hope i'll never forget them.
My mom said that she'll support me when i was going to school and i'm super touched. Really, though it may not mean anything BIG on her part, but i still means a lot to me and i mean it. Thats the first time she said anything that supportive and i'm really glad. And i didnt fail her. Thanks Mom.